Oh Maggie...

This kid is killing me.

We went to the doctor this morning. She's still in birth position. My hip is absolutely killing me, and I have so much more to do to prepare for her birth. The Italian is doing it ALL and I feel so bad. I shouldn't I guess, he seems to love anything Magdalena related! But I sure hate being so tired and in pain, just watching him do all this stuff.

Tonight there was pain, and pressure. I thought for sure my water was going to break. It hasn't so far, but hey, it's only 4AM. Could still happen! She was moving like crazy, and there was this intense weight on my bladder, but I swear, it felt like a huge bag of water was about to pop. Maybe I'm hallucinating now. I don't know.

I have no nursing nightgown yet. I haven't washed the clothes for the baby that we got from the showers yet. I haven't done my thank you cards yet, and I have my own laundry to do too. I'm nearly ready for the hospital, but not quite.

Last night we watched "Kiss Kiss Bang Bang" - Robert Downey Jr and Val Kilmer. Not bad. Saw "Failure To Launch" with SJP and Matthew McConnaughey. That was my speed for right now. It was cute. A few stupid scenes, but on the whole it was fun and entertaining. Plus he's cute. That's about all I've gotten through. I tried to watch "Something New", but haven't really been able to sit down long enough to check it out.

Jeez, did you see what happened in India? How horrible. Evening rush hour - bombs. 8 of them. Strange that they happened in 1st Class cars. My god 150 killed.

And Syd Barrett died today - how sad. 60 years old. Started Pink Floyd and then had a breakdown. I know they found out a few years back that he was living with his mom. Apparently he had Type 2 Diabetes. What a shame.

I guess that's it for now. Afterall, I have to pee yet again. God, I'm beat. And the baby isn't even here yet!!