still feelin' the pain...

it's not getting any better. i slept pretty well last night, and when i got up, i didn't feel any pain. i was careful, but it seemed okay. i got to take a shower and was starting to get very hopeful that miss maggie had done a little shift in her space. then i went to put my clothes on (still being very careful) and WHAM!!! there it was again. the guy at the gas station on the corner where i live asked me why i was going to work. he insisted that i go back home! i may not have a mother, but i have plenty of moms all around me! marcellino came in with me - he has a urologist appointment today. it was so helpful to get a cab from Penn to work and that he carried my bag was great. now i'm planted at my desk and i'm not moving until i have to pee. that shouldn't be too long!

saw a film last night. "seperate lies". i wanted to like it - tom wilkinson and emily watson with rupert everett. the problem was that i didn't believe the characters, and i felt there was no chemistry between watson and wilkinson, and even less between everett and watson. interesting premise though. has anyone else seen it?

more later...